coincedence

its been a while.
i saw you walking to the stop, how it brought your face glow into my eyes.
how long has it been?
i remember..

walking the path we took together, by the lake, the park
even just sitting in front of my yard.

we talked about the world.
from the ppl at school, the days we plan on doin in a while,
to the future and beyond

how come we never called?

oh remember that night we walked home drunk?
oh that tunnel, i thought we would have never made it out.
it was dark, (good thing in the summer)
you made me wear that silly outfit.
haha and that little ditch you fell in.
good times.
*sigh*
through and through, i remember what you were trying to make me think of
the time we went to kyle's house and we threw that soccer ball at his window. lmao

I miss you.
are they still together? what happened to them?
i saw that guy who tried hooking up with you last week. lol

well...
umm....
yea

i have to go now...
i miss you. always..
call me sometime.

*sigh*

repeat repeat repeat

Put things in the past.
It’s a burden, the thoughts, and the acts.
Why must you always look back?
Stop.
I need you to stop.

Do hear it, my head, my heart, and its driving..
Throb, throb, and throbing.
My head is starting to hurt.
The words you use, repeating, over and over and over and over again.\

*sigh*

I can’t stand it, I feel the pain.
Yes yes yes I know!

I know you want it this way, you want it that way
You want me to do as I am told. And I’m doing it, I want to please you but I don’t know what else I can do. I’m only human.

I love you. I do. Deeply.
But when can we meet, in the middle maybe?
The end? Why didn’t we do it in the beginning.

*sigh*

Are you listening?

Letter me a mile

It takes a few words. The thought you put in it.
I crave for it. Please be honest, that’s all I want.
List it all, from the beginning, middle core and the clinging end.

My favorite flavors are the things you did yesterday.
The people you met. The things you did.
Do tell me. I want to hear it, all ears are open.

Your family, how about school.
My favorite memory the time you were with me, right here, beside me.
The things we shared, giggling for hours over what she did.
Oh man, how that happened.

Oh I have some scoop, this guy past me by. Wish you were here to see my expressions.
Can you imagine? My face, the wrinkles that formed the chatting teeth when he was near.

Sigh. Your voice is my concealment, you’re so beautiful.
How young we were.

Tell me how is mother, father and brother. Yuk. Laughing!
The time, days, weeks and months, I long to hear from you.
Your in my heart all the time, yet..

We stay close yet the words, thoughts you put is everything.

Please, sister, letter me a mile.

first time...

okay only started today.
thanks jabe, jestine... geez now i dont know wat to say.
but ill try.


my head aches, throbs with the hit.
thump, thump,thump..
i think..i think.. its working
he hits me, i see.
have to , to have to

look away. its not easy..


then it rushes in.


continue...

ill see wat this feeling will do..
ill sit, wait, and wish..

*sigh*